I don’t want to live on this planet anymore.
I’ll try to go to school tomorrow, the three last lessons. My ‘mother’ is going on a meeting with my psychologist and they are going to discuss what they are going to do since I refuse to talk to her. I hope I’ll get a new psychologist who I can talk to without disliking her.. meh.. I hate my life.
I actually don’t know what to do anymore. I can’t go to school because I can’t even look at myself. I can’t put on make up when I wake up because I hate how I look. Im so tired of this shit. Im not strong enough to fight back and I don’t know if I can keep on like this. I hate myself and I really want to die. I don’t want to live, looking like this.
2) I always get really fed up when people say things like “I couldn’t meet my friend after school yesterday and I almost felt a bit depressed.” Bitches don’t know what it’s like to be depressed.
If I asked you guys something... would you tell me the truth?
I just took the self harm bit.